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SWTOR: Imperial Agent Diary

Personal notes of Operative Alverna, Code named Cipher Nine
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* First of all I want to make clear that SWTOR is a RPG (role playing game) and that the moral decisions within the uploaded records are not (always) my own. They are made to fit a certain character. This one is a pretty much wicked one. A female Imperial Agent who can act like a mean assasin. Sometimes it is amusing to play from the view of a villain, sometimes I found it hard to be that mean. I also kept a kind of diary for my character, because I loved the story and wanted to give it a personal twist.

** Secondly, a warning: the text and videos below contain huge spoilers of the Imperial Agent’s class story.

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Subject: Undercover as the Red Blade (on the ugly planet Hutta)

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Pretending to be someone else is such fun! Unexpected, crazy things happen and it requires adapting. Therefore I love undercover missions where I can use, test and improve my skills.

What I did with Dheno Rey however, flirting him down yet killing him, was not to test my seductiveness – I’m pretty confident when it comes to manipulating man. I did it to feed my ego. A girl can never have enough of compliments and unfortunately they are rare if she is an agent. Poor guy, he really thought he would get laid. If he was my type, I could have made him my toy, but too bad that was not the case.

This girl working for Nem’ro, Kaliyo, noticed the whole thing and I’m not surprised: she’s constantly watching me and might even get in the way. She is wicked and kinky, seeking to intimidate me, but also intriguing and charming at moments. I have to admit that handling her could be a real challenge. Dangerous. I like. <3 Later: Like I predicted, Kaliyo got in my way. I was just about to 'get rid of' her, when suddenly Keeper interfered and now we're partners. :S Good news is that she'll work under my command. Can't wait to see how that will go. ............................................................................................................................................................. Subject: Motives and goals?

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My career at Imperial Intelligence has just begun, but who or what am I working for? Am I serving the empire? The Sith? Or just blindly following Keeper’s orders for the money?

I observed those around me and they don’t seem to act out of devotion. What philosophical principle or interest is driving them? Kaliyo is obviously an anarchist. She’s into fun, adventure, money and games. Keeper is more a pragmatist and dislikes Sith interventions in Intelligence, however he shows enough respect out of fear. What about me? I never really thought about it, but one thing I know for sure is that I am certainly no hypocrite like Keeper. I will not obey anyone out of fear. If I dislike something, I’ll fight against it, rebel, defect or die. Surely I do like money and luxury, but apart from that? Time to find out…

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Subject: A ‘friend’ among the Dark Council
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I guess my question about loyalty and motivation is answered: Darth Jadus. It is a privilege, an honor, that such a powerful Sithlord noticed my talents and chose me for his special task, even if I don’t fully understand what this task will be. But I trust him as he ensured I’ll find out later.

Keeper is okay to work with, but I don’t like it when he treats me like an amateur, constantly keeping me down. I want to be more important than this, to climb the career ladder. I want to know who/what I am working for and a stronger Empire too.

So, I admit I was secretly amused by how Darth Jadus put Keeper in his place and choose me for his special task. He is strong willed and calm. I was surprised by his patience with Keeper. He remained courteous, merciful and became not passionate or angry like I expected from a Sith.

Anyhow, I’d like to work for Lord Jadus rather than Keeper. I’d be his special agent. <3 .................................................................................................................. Subject: Darth Jadus’ death
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A cold shiver ran down my spine as I heard the news. I don’t understand… How can this be? How can he be… dead? Killed? Just like that? He is supposed to be eternal! I was so proud, he promised me things… Now I feel like a fool. I can’t believe this. How could he let it happen? Whoever is behind this, I will make him pay! I guess I’ll better concentrate on that from now… I swear I’ll seek revenge!

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Subject: One step closer to Victory!
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Thanks to me the Eagle’s entire terrorist network is dissembled and the Eagle, the man claiming he killed Darth Jadus, is finally dead. However, before dying he revealed that he had a mysterious patron inside the Empire. And that’s why I am still not satisfied. I want the truth. I want my revenge. I cannot accept Darth Jadus’ death and leave this chapter behind me yet. I miss him…

But like always, I am keeping my true feelings and intentions private. Even when Jadus’ daughter Darth Zhorrid begged me to swear I would find and kill the murder of her father, I acted like disabling the Eradicators was priority. I hate Zhorrid and enjoy to mock her, to play with her and watch her burn, thus I refused to swear I’d revenge Jadus even though I was actually planning to do so. She hurt me yes, but it was so worth it to see her desperate face. :D

I should probably clear my mind and focus on my mission now. Then up to the Artus system!

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Subject: My Lord is alive!
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I should be surprised, but somehow I am not. Deep inside I always knew that he could not be dead. His ‘last words’ were true: he is eternal. How could I doubt it.

From the very beginning I was intrigued by Darth Jadus. It’s contradicting: obeying authority was never my style. I was not born to be a solder following every order. Deception, bullying, sarcasm and intelligence portrayed me, or at least, the mask I was wearing. I was cunning and into thrills, not truly political and never trusting blindly. However, Darth Jadus was a different story. I even kneeled before him. My heart filled with pride. I was privileged he noticed my talents. It was a compliment, an honor. I enjoyed his attention and saw a chance to make career, dreamt of being Jadus’ special Agent. Though Keeper was okay to work with, I hated it when he treated me like an amateur, constantly keeping me down. I had a hard time suppressing my grin as I saw how Darth Jadus put Keeper in his place and choose me for a special task. My loyalty and respect lied with Jadus. Always.

But then he died. I was shocked, devastated and angry. How could a powerful Sith Lord get killed just like that? That’s just impossible. He was supposed to be eternal. I had a hard time accepting his death. Though I am not a force sensitive – I always felt he was somewhere outside, not dead. But I had to put these feelings aside and get back to work. Swearing to go after the Eagle and revenge my Lord.

Nobody knew. Even after killing the Eagle, when Jadus’ daughter Darth Zhorrid begged me to swear I would kill the murder of her father, I acted like the disabling Eradicators was priority. I hated Zhorrid and wanted to piss her off, thus refused to swear I’ll revenge Jadus even though I was actually planning to.

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I never felt sympathy nor fear for the Dark Council or The Emperor. Who was he anyway, this ghost of an emperor? Except Darth Zhorrid and Darth Malgus, I knew no Sith or Dark Council member. And Zhorrid was an idiot. After Zhorrid tortured Keeper, I definitely wanted her dead.

After killing the Eagle who mentioned a mysterious Patron and the conversation with Zhorrid about her father, I had again, after a long time, an irrational feeling Darth Jadus was… alive. And suddenly I stood in front of him and it was like in old times. Although he lied, I was happy to see him. And overwhelmed. This was my chance to make my biggest dream come true yet my feelings mixed. I was afraid he would not keep his promise and use me like last time. My trust was damaged by his fake death. But the temptation was too strong and I was willing to risk my life. If he was telling the truth, everything would have a purpose. I trusted he was wise enough not to kill me.
He was against the anti-alien policies of the Empire and allowed aliens into Imperial Intelligence. Another reason to join him.

It was not an easy choice, even though I said it wasn’t hard. A lot of civilians had to die and others such as my companions such as Vector and Kaliyo would see me as a traitor instead of a hero, but they would get used to it eventually. I am strong enough not to lie awake because other people have a negative view of me. I don’t care what they think of me, I don’t need to be everyone’s friend. Company is fine, buy leadership comes first. I am ready to follow and do what needs to be done. For a stronger empire. For Lord Jadus.

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